Hai there best friend,
the time you read this letter, probably you are already
in flight to japan, or you already in Japan.
How time passes. It's been 4 years already. By the fourth year, you are preparing to
leave me behind. I'm cool with that. Or maybe I'm not.
You are like the strength to me. A force to keep me standing
strong. Tho we rarely see each other, but the bond between us kept me alive for
quite a long time. You are the only best friend I have. The only person I could
talk to when things fall hard on me. I don’t talk to other people. The reason
is simple, you know me better than anyone else. You don’t look down upon me.
Never disregard me in any way that may come as an insult to me. Never. People tend to mock me since im a bit spoiled
and can be like a baby sometimes. You are the only person that embraced me when
I acted that way. Im thankful enough to have you in my life.
I might be appeared as clingy to someone else but I don’t mind
to act that way when in with you. Haritu masa aku bercakap dengan kau kat
telefon before kau naik flight, aku rasa kosong sangat. Macam sebahagian besar
diri aku hilang. Orang yang aku selalu call suka hati aku dah nak pergi tempat
lain. Mak ai, sedih dia lain macam. Padahal kau nak tau? Aku ade kat McD mase
tu. Epic moment habis. Belajar elok-elok ekyn. Ingat tuhan. Aku pon nak
berubah. Tengok kau jadi matang die macam slap on the face utk aku. Dulu kite jahat
same same. Tapi mungkin aku lebih sikit dari kau. Aku pon nak ke jalan yang
baik macam kau. biar ade degree dalam tangan kau dan aku.
Ps: padahal bulan lapan kau balik. Sedih aku macam kau tak
balik langsung :’D haha
