I lied

Aku rasa memang susah nak keep up and continue update blog ni. Even mase cuti pon susah untuk aku post something. Its not like aku busy or something. Terlebih banyak mase ade la. sebab aku macam teraddict dekat bende lain mungkin.

Nak di delete sayang, dibiar lame tak bersentuh jadi usang pulak.

Aku ade banyak bende nak cakap, tapi aku rase macam tak terluah. Aku luah perasaan sekarang macam aku ni blogger popular yang pembaca marah kalau tak hapdet. Padahal, follower ade berapa kerat je tetap fefeeling retis dik non hoi.

Baiklah, memandangkan cuti tinggal lagi seminggu, aku harus buat konklusi untuk semua bende yang telah berlaku dan akan berlaku.

1. Aku dah dapat result sem 3. Puas hati? Semestinye tidak, tapi aku harus angkat tangan doa tanda syukur yang aku berjaya lulus tanpa gagal lagi sekali untuk sem ni. Jangan cakap atau terfikir " hek eleh, lulus je pon. Gaye kau dean list" eh, pernah kau raso ponampar jopun? Its hard to be a law student. If your lecturer is so generous in giving marks, then be happy and grateful for that. For us, to get B+ in one subject is like one of the biggest thing that could happen in our life. To memorize thousands of facts and Acts is one big challenge. Lulus is the new DL for us, i tell ya.

2. I am now in part 4. Geez, that sounds scary. With mooting, plus legal research management and land law 2, those subjects surely gonna be tough to handle throughout this whole semester. Im afraid actually, especially with mooting since i'll be in court presenting my defences in front of a judge. This girl with anxiety disorder cannot handle such pressure. I totally can imagine myself in a worse case scenario. Trembling, stuttering, gasping for air, and doing whatever thing that should not be done in a court.

Owh, before i end this entry, i shall present to you guys, my new addiction

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The End of The long Silence

*i gained weights. so much that i no longer fit my old size* 

Its been months since my last post in this blog. Fuh, the time surely flies so fast. I did not notice just how much had i abandoned this blog. Nothing changes. I am still pretty much the old Nazatul Natasya. Except that i am now a much older woman. *coughs* Wait till this 26 June where im officially 21. I created this blog when i was like 17. A girl who got nothing to do and decided to create a blog. I grew up now, yet to be called a woman, since im like forever 18 at heart. *flips hair* This is so random to be an opening -.-"

I had been busy for the past few months. While trying to survive as a law students, i need to juggle up things as a committee for the Law Society Of UiTM (which i am very proud of) . I handled this big event called "Uitm Mock Trial" and the themed for this year was *drum rolls* ......MUSICAL!. I had this thriving loves and joy towards the team. Howbeit  it drained me emotionally and physically nevertheless, It was a successful event and personally, an impressive achievement of myself. Though i just pretty much a sidekick to the Programme Director (i was the assistant programme director) but i learned so much from him. My confidence boost towards an unimaginary level. i swear. That's how much the event affected me. 

Hmm. What's more? 

Did i tell you guys that im on break right now? yeayyyy! i squabbled and pushed myself off the limits so that i can have a better end result from my past examination. i dont know if it will pay off, but at least i tried my best. Im officially no longer a part 3 students. Im pretty occupied with personal things and studies hence i did not manage to squeeze in some time to update this blog. Since im on holiday now, i'll try my best to update this blog. 

Owh before i forget, i accomplished another dream of mine. I went to the Golden Disk Award 2013 which was held in Sepang. i attended both of the days, 15 and 16 january. it was a real worthy experience. I met INFINITE and BAP. heard the singing live, watched their performance live, couldnt ask for more (insert fangirling mode here) since on day 1 im in the samsung galaxy zone, which was the nearest zone to the stage, i had the chance to see INFINITE up-closed, it's like they were just beside me. (or i did exaggerated a bit ^^) On day 2, im in the rockpit zone, the second nearest. I personally prefer the second day since the view was much clearer but on day 1, i was like just next to the extended stage. who doesnt like such view? 

It depends on my mood whether to upload the pictures but there's a big fat chance that i will. okbye. (another random closing) 

*sungyeol ucapkan selamat tinggal dan selamat membaca untuk anda semua* 

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UCAPAN RAMADHAN YANG LAMBAT, UCAPAN RAYA YANG AWAL

assalamualaikum,

lame benar dah tak menulis dekat belog kesayangan mucuk mucuk kepam kepam. maaf. bukan sibuk, bukan jugak tak mampu mencuri masa, cerita betul dia, kemalasan melebihi segalanya. mahu log in blogger pon malas.

maaf sekali lagi.

so how's your ramadhan? its been a great month for me. though, im gaining weight, but thats okay. ...........no, its not okay actually. badan dah macam orang beranak lapan, padahal calon suami pon tader. macam mane cerita die badan macam kene pam pon aku tak tahu mane punca. jalan terakhir untuk masalah berat badan ialah, redha. nak exercise, naik tangga turun tangga rumah pon dah mengah, mende nak bersukannya.

sekejap je dah selamat nak sebulan berpuasa. pejam tak pejam, dah selamat setahun aku masuk degree in legal studies. diam tak diam, dah selamat di email pon result tu. blegh. Old story. next month dah boleh balik tongsan (rumah sewa bucuk bucuk), lepak dengan hausmets yang perangai masing masing macam mintak tazkirah, dan pergi kelas, belajar. bahagian last tu cerita bohong mintak simpati je sebenarnye. ehem

jadi macam mana persiapan raya anda? aku punye baju raya dia buat drama sebabak. sepuluh kali pergi alter, sudahnya, start kereta, pergi ampang park, ambik sehelai baju. done. first time pergi tempah baju kurung, malang tak berbau cerita dia, terus cancel nak tempah dah untuk tahun tahun yang akan datang. aku prefer beli siap,lantak.

Blogger yang lain semua siap post resipi biskut raya, gambar instagram semua biskut biskut raya yang dibuat, post using blackberry gambar gambar baju raya yada yada semua tu. Tapi semua tu tidak berlaku dekat aku. Aku ehem mane ehem reti ehem masak ehem. So memang tade la resipi gambar semua tu. Pasal baju pulak, long story cut short. Aku dah cerita dekat perenggan atas ni ha. Nak tambah tragik, aku mane ade semua bende iphone ke galaxy ke android ke ipad ke. Pad kotex aku ade la. Mane boleh buat instagram bende alah tu.

Kalau dah sebut raya mesti la ada drama nasional bermaaf-maafan kan? Aku ni gaya gaya macam manusia yang dosa dia, berbakul banyaknya. Nak kata bangga diri dengan dosa sendiri, idok le. Tapi nak kata rendah diri tak juga. Manusia. Kene sedar diri dosa yang kita banyak tu. Aku kene mintak maaf kat banyak orang, tambah tambah dengan Tuhan yang ciptakan aku. Allah swt. Dah hidup 20 tahun tapi diri masih tak sedar nak bersyukur. Nasib baik tiap pagi bangun, masih ada nafas yang diberi. Masih ada ibu bapa yang dikasihi. Masih ada ilmu untu dipelajari. Padahal semua tu kalau Dia nak ambik balik sekejap je. Tuan punya blog yang tengah menulis ni, masih alpa lagi dengan hidup dia. Tu baru sebut dosa dengan Allah, dosa dengan manusia sama jugak berbakul banyak.  Kadang kadang aku ni, jenis mulut lepas, sikap kasar. Aku sakitkan hati orang bukan aku sedar.

Jadi, selaku umat islam, aku nak mintak maaf awal awal kalau ade salah silap. Ade terlepas kata. Ade perbuatan yang tak sedap pada pandangan orang lain. Aku pon same je, kadang kadang orang dah tegur bukan aku nak ikut. Aku bantai pakai cara sendiri.  So aku nak mintak maaf. Dekat sesiapa yang aku pinjam duit tapi aku tak bayar lagi, kalau nak halalkan, terima kasih. Kalau tak nak, bagitahu aku. Ada rezeki, aku langsaikan. Owh ekyn, hutang aku dengan kau aku masih ingat. Jangan risau. Aku mintak maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki, dari zahir dan juga batin. Selamat menamatkan ibadah puasa kita, dan juga selamat hari raya.

Ps: malam raya, aku masih berada di rawang. Tolong bersedih untuk aku sekarang. 

KIRANA IS WISHING EVERYONE "SELAMAT HARI RAYA"

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my type of outfits

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