May no longer be here

I dont really do much of writing now. So It will be very rare for me to keep any updates here. But you may find me on instagram. So long and bye :)

Instagram: @chodingtasya

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Reply 1994 : My humble review

Its been a while since the drama ended. But one thing that I need to say is that,if I ever need to choose the best korean dramas 2013, reply 1994 would be a clear cut answer.

whats so special about the drama? Everything. Every single thing. Okay, I may sound a bit exaggerating but trust me. As a someone that went completely head over heels with Reply 1997, this spin off took me by storm. 

Never in my life would have thought that I would be so much in love with a drama. From the complicated love-line of Na jung, Trash and Chilbong. To the very brusque but cute couple, sam cheon po and yoojin. And those unforgettable dorks, Binggerae and Haitai. They made this drama worked big time. Every potrayal of the characters was done meticulously and beautifully. I even love the parents of Na jung! They are too funny!

Reply 1994 has everything that I search In a good drama. The plot was amazing, every inch of it. I watched it almost 5 times(or more) and I could not find any single flaws.

Remember, this is a drama where it will bring the viewers back to the year of 1994. Some viewers( like me) may never felt what does it like to be in that year and the way koreans went passed that era. But the directors and the writers must have been through a lot of works just to make sure that they did not miss even a single details. The reason I said that is because as I watched and went over episodes by episodes, I felt like, im there. During that moment,  its just like watching from an invisible - bystander's view that are there, right beside na jung when she screamed over her favourite basketball players.

this is a drama that I really recommend for everyone to watch. Maybe, 20 years from now we will be just like the people in the drama. Reminisce over the memories the of our youth and happiness.

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21

Im 21 years old now.

This is a very sensitive period for me. Its like a transition from being this half-witted girl to a half-witted woman.  The thing that bothers me the most these days is the question “have you found the one yet”

Yes, I do realized that im in that age where some of my friends are getting married, engaged, etc. But, im not one of them. How to answer such question when I don’t even have a boyfriend? I don’t even bother to have one. I just don’t like the feeling of having a string attached to me.

But it drives me crazy when everyone starts to ask the same question. When I did my practical, that’s the most awkward question that I need to face. And they expect more each time I replied the same answer “ takde kak” which they will replied with “eh betul ke takde”. Im not an angel-kind-of-girl, I have my own temper and at one point, I almost burst. Well luckily, I didn’t.  We have this typical mindset in Malaysia in which, every anak dara need to get married and settle down as quickly as possible.

I love to plan for my future. And I think, the most suitable age to get married is when im 27 and above. 30 is like the best number. But when I said that I want to settle down at 30s., everyone acted like im crazy. “eh, tua sangat la” bitch please, don’t get me started.

Allah never sets any limits for a woman to settle down. Why would you want to replace His role? Kahwin bukan sekadar kahwin buta-buta. Kau dengar yang sedap die je, kau tak pikir yang susah. You need to carry this bundle of responsibilities with you when you decide to get married. And kalau I end up jadi andartu pon, if im happy with myself, does it has anything to do with you? Tak bukan?

Stop asking me that question

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CATATAN #1

People usually will bother about your life more than theirs. Im tired of that. ‘

“Kenapa kau takde boifren”

“Kenapa kau pakai baju warne ni”

“kenapa” and then again “kenapa”

Wooow.

Can u just step back a moment and think. “Will I hurt anybody by asking such question?” Ask yourself first. 

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I lied

Aku rasa memang susah nak keep up and continue update blog ni. Even mase cuti pon susah untuk aku post something. Its not like aku busy or something. Terlebih banyak mase ade la. sebab aku macam teraddict dekat bende lain mungkin.

Nak di delete sayang, dibiar lame tak bersentuh jadi usang pulak.

Aku ade banyak bende nak cakap, tapi aku rase macam tak terluah. Aku luah perasaan sekarang macam aku ni blogger popular yang pembaca marah kalau tak hapdet. Padahal, follower ade berapa kerat je tetap fefeeling retis dik non hoi.

Baiklah, memandangkan cuti tinggal lagi seminggu, aku harus buat konklusi untuk semua bende yang telah berlaku dan akan berlaku.

1. Aku dah dapat result sem 3. Puas hati? Semestinye tidak, tapi aku harus angkat tangan doa tanda syukur yang aku berjaya lulus tanpa gagal lagi sekali untuk sem ni. Jangan cakap atau terfikir " hek eleh, lulus je pon. Gaye kau dean list" eh, pernah kau raso ponampar jopun? Its hard to be a law student. If your lecturer is so generous in giving marks, then be happy and grateful for that. For us, to get B+ in one subject is like one of the biggest thing that could happen in our life. To memorize thousands of facts and Acts is one big challenge. Lulus is the new DL for us, i tell ya.

2. I am now in part 4. Geez, that sounds scary. With mooting, plus legal research management and land law 2, those subjects surely gonna be tough to handle throughout this whole semester. Im afraid actually, especially with mooting since i'll be in court presenting my defences in front of a judge. This girl with anxiety disorder cannot handle such pressure. I totally can imagine myself in a worse case scenario. Trembling, stuttering, gasping for air, and doing whatever thing that should not be done in a court.

Owh, before i end this entry, i shall present to you guys, my new addiction

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The End of The long Silence

*i gained weights. so much that i no longer fit my old size* 

Its been months since my last post in this blog. Fuh, the time surely flies so fast. I did not notice just how much had i abandoned this blog. Nothing changes. I am still pretty much the old Nazatul Natasya. Except that i am now a much older woman. *coughs* Wait till this 26 June where im officially 21. I created this blog when i was like 17. A girl who got nothing to do and decided to create a blog. I grew up now, yet to be called a woman, since im like forever 18 at heart. *flips hair* This is so random to be an opening -.-"

I had been busy for the past few months. While trying to survive as a law students, i need to juggle up things as a committee for the Law Society Of UiTM (which i am very proud of) . I handled this big event called "Uitm Mock Trial" and the themed for this year was *drum rolls* ......MUSICAL!. I had this thriving loves and joy towards the team. Howbeit  it drained me emotionally and physically nevertheless, It was a successful event and personally, an impressive achievement of myself. Though i just pretty much a sidekick to the Programme Director (i was the assistant programme director) but i learned so much from him. My confidence boost towards an unimaginary level. i swear. That's how much the event affected me. 

Hmm. What's more? 

Did i tell you guys that im on break right now? yeayyyy! i squabbled and pushed myself off the limits so that i can have a better end result from my past examination. i dont know if it will pay off, but at least i tried my best. Im officially no longer a part 3 students. Im pretty occupied with personal things and studies hence i did not manage to squeeze in some time to update this blog. Since im on holiday now, i'll try my best to update this blog. 

Owh before i forget, i accomplished another dream of mine. I went to the Golden Disk Award 2013 which was held in Sepang. i attended both of the days, 15 and 16 january. it was a real worthy experience. I met INFINITE and BAP. heard the singing live, watched their performance live, couldnt ask for more (insert fangirling mode here) since on day 1 im in the samsung galaxy zone, which was the nearest zone to the stage, i had the chance to see INFINITE up-closed, it's like they were just beside me. (or i did exaggerated a bit ^^) On day 2, im in the rockpit zone, the second nearest. I personally prefer the second day since the view was much clearer but on day 1, i was like just next to the extended stage. who doesnt like such view? 

It depends on my mood whether to upload the pictures but there's a big fat chance that i will. okbye. (another random closing) 

*sungyeol ucapkan selamat tinggal dan selamat membaca untuk anda semua* 

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UCAPAN RAMADHAN YANG LAMBAT, UCAPAN RAYA YANG AWAL

assalamualaikum,

lame benar dah tak menulis dekat belog kesayangan mucuk mucuk kepam kepam. maaf. bukan sibuk, bukan jugak tak mampu mencuri masa, cerita betul dia, kemalasan melebihi segalanya. mahu log in blogger pon malas.

maaf sekali lagi.

so how's your ramadhan? its been a great month for me. though, im gaining weight, but thats okay. ...........no, its not okay actually. badan dah macam orang beranak lapan, padahal calon suami pon tader. macam mane cerita die badan macam kene pam pon aku tak tahu mane punca. jalan terakhir untuk masalah berat badan ialah, redha. nak exercise, naik tangga turun tangga rumah pon dah mengah, mende nak bersukannya.

sekejap je dah selamat nak sebulan berpuasa. pejam tak pejam, dah selamat setahun aku masuk degree in legal studies. diam tak diam, dah selamat di email pon result tu. blegh. Old story. next month dah boleh balik tongsan (rumah sewa bucuk bucuk), lepak dengan hausmets yang perangai masing masing macam mintak tazkirah, dan pergi kelas, belajar. bahagian last tu cerita bohong mintak simpati je sebenarnye. ehem

jadi macam mana persiapan raya anda? aku punye baju raya dia buat drama sebabak. sepuluh kali pergi alter, sudahnya, start kereta, pergi ampang park, ambik sehelai baju. done. first time pergi tempah baju kurung, malang tak berbau cerita dia, terus cancel nak tempah dah untuk tahun tahun yang akan datang. aku prefer beli siap,lantak.

Blogger yang lain semua siap post resipi biskut raya, gambar instagram semua biskut biskut raya yang dibuat, post using blackberry gambar gambar baju raya yada yada semua tu. Tapi semua tu tidak berlaku dekat aku. Aku ehem mane ehem reti ehem masak ehem. So memang tade la resipi gambar semua tu. Pasal baju pulak, long story cut short. Aku dah cerita dekat perenggan atas ni ha. Nak tambah tragik, aku mane ade semua bende iphone ke galaxy ke android ke ipad ke. Pad kotex aku ade la. Mane boleh buat instagram bende alah tu.

Kalau dah sebut raya mesti la ada drama nasional bermaaf-maafan kan? Aku ni gaya gaya macam manusia yang dosa dia, berbakul banyaknya. Nak kata bangga diri dengan dosa sendiri, idok le. Tapi nak kata rendah diri tak juga. Manusia. Kene sedar diri dosa yang kita banyak tu. Aku kene mintak maaf kat banyak orang, tambah tambah dengan Tuhan yang ciptakan aku. Allah swt. Dah hidup 20 tahun tapi diri masih tak sedar nak bersyukur. Nasib baik tiap pagi bangun, masih ada nafas yang diberi. Masih ada ibu bapa yang dikasihi. Masih ada ilmu untu dipelajari. Padahal semua tu kalau Dia nak ambik balik sekejap je. Tuan punya blog yang tengah menulis ni, masih alpa lagi dengan hidup dia. Tu baru sebut dosa dengan Allah, dosa dengan manusia sama jugak berbakul banyak.  Kadang kadang aku ni, jenis mulut lepas, sikap kasar. Aku sakitkan hati orang bukan aku sedar.

Jadi, selaku umat islam, aku nak mintak maaf awal awal kalau ade salah silap. Ade terlepas kata. Ade perbuatan yang tak sedap pada pandangan orang lain. Aku pon same je, kadang kadang orang dah tegur bukan aku nak ikut. Aku bantai pakai cara sendiri.  So aku nak mintak maaf. Dekat sesiapa yang aku pinjam duit tapi aku tak bayar lagi, kalau nak halalkan, terima kasih. Kalau tak nak, bagitahu aku. Ada rezeki, aku langsaikan. Owh ekyn, hutang aku dengan kau aku masih ingat. Jangan risau. Aku mintak maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki, dari zahir dan juga batin. Selamat menamatkan ibadah puasa kita, dan juga selamat hari raya.

Ps: malam raya, aku masih berada di rawang. Tolong bersedih untuk aku sekarang. 

KIRANA IS WISHING EVERYONE "SELAMAT HARI RAYA"

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my type of outfits

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BLOCK B

Okay, I delayed the long due post for such a long time. And here it is. Im in my second semester of degree and yet I still took some time off for the sake of fulfilling my pleasurable pastime. Yes, after the jay park’s showcase, I happily went to the opening of kenanga wholesale which featured block-b as their opening performance. Im a happy kid. Though im not a big fan of them but hey, who cares? Its free and worth it. This post will be abundant of pictures during the concert. (Y)

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TEASER UNTUK ENTRY YANG AKAN DATANG-BLOCK B

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A human With Her Anger. Rant full of emotions.

cube teka die tengah rase ape? tettt. die tengah stress sebenarnye. hoik hoik. 

I was not born to cater other people needs and demands.

Never. It hit me quite a few times about this. Maybe those who do not know me personally or not knowing me deep enough tend to make a hasty conclusion that I am such a person. No I'm not, and I will never be one. Why should I?

I'm not that kind of outspoken person in letting out my anger and distress over a person. I'm the quiet one. To be exact, im in those types who conduce to hold back the spiteful feelings rather than deliberately venting it out.

But I found that, I have a large number of enemies that lead me to think that I can now on the same par as hateable artists in Malaysia. Maybe I exaggerated a bit. But that’s what the case and it’s really not that shocking.

Im an amiable person. You can puke afterwards but I really discerned myself to be that way. But maybe people don’t have the same idea as me and they perceived me to be opposite. Some sort of me to be quite irritable to them.  But It is very odd for me to become indisposition towards someone that I just met or knew. What is due to my face? Oh my, tak pernah kot doa muka macam ni. And I don’t think my mother ever doa me to be born with this face. Or is it because of my attitude? Which part of me that you found to be that really discomfort? They way I talk? They way I laugh? Or you are the one that having some sort of attitude problems? Can you please at least have a look of yourself at a mirror once In a while. Just please. Because you cant expect everyone to be that loveable. You yourselves, I think is not that perfect to begin with. Soalan dia sekarang, I have an attitude problem or you have a perception problem?

I know the fact that I cannot expect people to be nice to me, but can't they at least trying to become much nicer and  comprehensible? Since I really cannot stand those people who think that they got this world on their hands and people should opt to follow their way. Yikes! That’s disgusting.

I dissociate myself when it comes to matters like this. Why you should get yourselves involved in anything that may harm you and your heart?  I tried to be reposed and calm, to be more précised, I educate myself to be composed. Its not that I can stand provocation without becoming angry, but if I found such matter to agitate me ,then rather than turning into a monster like I used to, I reformed myself to be such a timid and reserved person. Why? Because I don’t want to cause any troubles. I have my own temper. And those who have known me for quite a long time will know how bad I am to handle my acrimonious attitude.

Just don’t let this thing to fall beyond my limit. It will be no fun anymore. Because, once I feel really repugnance over a person, then my strong sense of antipathy will take place. By that time, in my eyes, you are no longer a human. You can make a conclusion for what kind of creature are you right then before my eyes. I once lost a best friend because of this matter, and I still hold a very strong feeling of bitterness over her. I have a very good memory, if I can still recall my enemy when I was in standard 1, there is a high possibility for me to remember all those spiteful memories when im in my youth also.

And please don’t get into trouble with me. Im human too. Bukan kau je. Ape kau ingat mase Allah cipta aku, dia jadikan hati aku sebelah hidup sebelah mati? Kalau aku bukak mulut kau marah, kalau aku diam pon kau marah. Rase tak diri tu macam ade masalah anger management? So sekarang siapa yang bermasalah? Kau ke aku? 

cube teka siapa dia? tettt. die perempuan yang baru puberty dan baru tahu nak buat simbul rock sebenarnye.

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OFF TO JAY PARK AND THIS IS INDEED A NEW POST

Finally some update on this blog.

Do not worry, the owner still in the pink of her health and do not suffer from any further retardness.

I'm just too lazy to write some new entry. But here’s the good news, the post that you are reading now is indeed a new post! Hooray to that.

There were many things that happened to me but since I cannot spill those things in one post then I shall have you guys enjoy just the bits of it. Can ah?

Firstly, I had my dream come true. For those who are ignorant on my interest, here’s the details. Im a kpop freak thought I never showed it here, but for the people that know me in real life, im pretty much a kid when It comes to kpop. I get overjoyed because of it from time to time.

I'm a devoted fan of jay park. I have been his fan for 4 years already and finally, I got to see him personally during his showcase in Kuala Lumpur. How awesome is that weh? And to make the matter even more exciting, I got the ticket and the pass to both his concert and basketball match for free! (tho I need to pay for the cd) I guess luck was on my side on that day. It was a two day event. the first day was his showcase in KL Live. I was a good and pleasant memory for me to see him perfom on stage and had a glimpsed of his abs (such a pervert natasya) . I almost cry when I saw him at the very first moment. I tend to be such a drama queen at times like this. I tried my best to hold my tears. Hey, who would cry on such trivial matters? Drama sangat la weh.

And the next day, I went to see the basketball match at KDU. It was a mess when we got lost on our way to there. Im not really a good driver when it comes to memorizing the routes and all. Im pretty bad at it. The five of us never went to Hartamas before and for us to rely on google maps alone sure did not make things better. The event supposed to start at 6.30 and at 5.50 we still cant figured on which routes to take. At last, someone with a very good heart help us to show the way. Trimas kepada abang manager petronas. Nnt ittew belanja mekdi okay? Hikhikhik.

  *that smile, pengsan! *

So when we got there, we quickly bought the autograph passes. My heartbeat became too irregular that I almost got my asthma attack. It was really that exciting. My adrenaline went nuts I think. Since during the concert I only got to see him from afar but on that day, I knew exactly that I will get the chance to see him upclose and personally. And yeah, I did. When he signed my cd, I got this courage and spunk to finally disclosed my love towards him. I said that four words. Ehem, It goes like this.

Jay park : busy signing my cd. And when he looked up and smiled to me…

Me : Oh my god, I love you jay park.

Jay park : he smiled ( for god sake, how many times you need to smile huh? I cannot stand that tau tak? ).


And as his lent his left hand towards me I quickly replied that smile and shake his hand.

That was crazy weh!

Im now pretty much a satisfied girl. Though I cannot go to see him during world stage but that’s okay I guess. Hikhik.

Ah dah dah. Jangan complain bahawa aku ni manusia yang gedik dan tidak hebat perangainye. You have your own interest so what’s wrong in me for having one? Garang kan aku? Hikhik. Okaybye, nak pergi tengok jay park and Spazz over that hot body. Biar sampai berdarah hidung. Baru badass.

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HAI, INI BUKAN RANCANGAN MASAKAN

Rasenye dah lame sungguh aku tak update belog ni dengan bende bende yang berfaedah dan post post yang macam agak layak di bace. Sungguh lame. Macam gaya aku pergi bertapa kat gunung dan balik ke Malaysia once in a blue moon utk update belog ni. Sungguh begitu la gayanye.

Jadi aku pon update la sedikit dua. Sebagai contoh macam entry ni.jap aku fikir mukadimah dulu.

Oh ye, macam ni. Aku dah selamat masuk ke uitm. Dah nak dekat sebulan jugak la disini. Okay, mukadimah paling lame abad ni mungkin boleh dihadiahkan kepada aku.  Tapi memang tu je pon cerita yang aku ade. Seronok la jugak rase hidup bujang bile dah selamat masuk part 2 degree ni. Duduk dengan 9 lagi budak retard dalam rumah ni. Retard yang sampai aku tak tau nak explain dengan care yang macam mane. Pastu sejak sejak bawak kereta disini, makin cepat aku berdesup ke sane sini. Makan ikea punye meatballs pon dengan housemates. Pergi uptown shah alam meronggeng2 pon dengan housemates. Pendek kate, semua dalam rumah ni taraf moksha punye forever alone sebab asyik ke hulu ke hilir dengan masing masing.

Bukan tade sape yang nak. Kami jual mahal.

Lepastu sejak masuk sem 2 ni makin sibuk diri beta. Maklumlah, law society tu aras utama yang perlu dipentingkan. Macam kalau diluah mati emak, ditelan mati ayah la kalau tak pergi mesyuarat or tak involve dengan ape2.  Tapi mereka itu sebahagian keluarga, walaupon takde la rindu mane kalau tak jumpe tapi tetap kene ingat di jiwa. Cewah, gaye aku dah macam nak praktis jadi penulis novel ombak tak berapa nak rindu.

Jadi lepas dah bace bende kat atas ape lagi yang korang nak aku khabarkan? Oh ye, aku masih tak pergi buat ape-ape surgery kat muka. Kekangan wang dan waktu. Ingatkan nak ubah jadi macam izara aishah dalam cerita vanilla cokelat, tapi gusar kalau diubah bukan jadi izara aishah entah entah aishah 50sen terus. Pendek cerita, muka aku masih seperti dahulu Cuma apabila ditambah kenaikan berat yang melampau bak minyak ditambah subdisi, jadi aku mungkin dah Nampak macam belon yang dipam gas helium. Gamaknye besar dan gemuk. Tape, aku izzah yang masih mencari haris die. So selagi tak jumpe selagi tu boleh makan melampau. Bile dah jumpe terus pergi masuk gym dapatkan drop dead sizzling hot gojes punye abs. dan cite-cite seperti begitu mungkin akan terus jadi mimpi.

Mungkin.

Dan kepada nina yang mungkin sedang stalk saye ketika ini, ade taik idung dekat pipi anda. Sekian. 

tolong la cakap aku comel. please..... okay, dah bole pergi muntah. 

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Painful Goodbye

Hai there best friend,

the time you read this letter, probably you are already in flight to japan, or you already in Japan.  How time passes. It's been 4 years already.  By the fourth year, you are preparing to leave me behind. I'm cool with that. Or maybe I'm not.

You are like the strength to me. A force to keep me standing strong. Tho we rarely see each other, but the bond between us kept me alive for quite a long time. You are the only best friend I have. The only person I could talk to when things fall hard on me. I don’t talk to other people. The reason is simple, you know me better than anyone else. You don’t look down upon me. Never disregard me in any way that may come as an insult to me. Never.  People tend to mock me since im a bit spoiled and can be like a baby sometimes. You are the only person that embraced me when I acted that way. Im thankful enough to have you in my life.

I might be appeared as clingy to someone else but I don’t mind to act that way when in with you. Haritu masa aku bercakap dengan kau kat telefon before kau naik flight, aku rasa kosong sangat. Macam sebahagian besar diri aku hilang. Orang yang aku selalu call suka hati aku dah nak pergi tempat lain. Mak ai, sedih dia lain macam. Padahal kau nak tau? Aku ade kat McD mase tu. Epic moment habis. Belajar elok-elok ekyn. Ingat tuhan. Aku pon nak berubah. Tengok kau jadi matang die macam slap on the face utk aku. Dulu kite jahat same same. Tapi mungkin aku lebih sikit dari kau. Aku pon nak ke jalan yang baik macam kau. biar ade degree dalam tangan kau dan aku.

Ps: padahal bulan lapan kau balik. Sedih aku macam kau tak balik langsung :’D haha 

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Virgin Coconut Oil

Sape kat sini yang tanak cantikkan? Rasenye jarang la nak dengar yang orang perempuan dekat dunie ni yang kate its okay not to be pretty. It depends I guess. But for me, we need to take care of our outer appearances rather than merely focusing on our inner zen and whatnot.  I think most of you guys have heard of this product called Virgin Coconut Oil. And I want to promote for you on behalf of my sister’s project. This product contain a wholesome of advantages that surely will give you a good amount of satisfaction.

To know more about this product, you can directly contact my sister thru this page. Just click the like button :D 

Kirana Catalyst

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