Wednesday, February 29, 2012


Her name went on fire after her concert in Malaysia was cancelled. Just google about her and you will know all the details. But after reading some comments about her on twitter, I really want to rant bout this.

People out there and most apparently to the muslims,

Can u please just be less ignorance bout this matter? I read comment that saying “im not a fan but concert got cancelled because of a tattoo? Childish Malaysian” my words for you is, go and announce your syahadah for many bizzilion times. How can you make such comment when you yourself is a muslim? She tattooed the word Allah on her body, tattoo is obviously haram and why would people still want to turn a blind eye on this matter?

You can go around saying that “ombak rindu was full of provocative scenes but still be allowed in malaysia” “many muslims in Malaysia don’t act like a muslim at all” all I can say Is that, if you know that you holy religion is islam and you embrace Allah as your only one  God, you would do anything for the sake of protecting your religion. Be it provocative scenes acted by muslims, a foreign singer who doesn’t respected your religion or a bunch of retarded people who are muslim by name only.

Is it wrong for the minister to ban such concert for being held in Malaysia? you never went berserk when maher zain concert got cancelled or an Islamic talk being adjourned to another date. Never. So what’s with the fuss of cancelling one concert that being attended by a foreign singer?

Never ever proclaimed that you are a Muslim when you blatantly protected her and being okay when word  Allah being carved on someone's body . Tattoo is haram , just for the sake of your information. A muslim should never be okay with it.

better kau berzikir dari nak marah pasal bende2 macam ni. kau pergi kutip derma and do something utk syria lagi bagus. 


Tuesday, February 28, 2012


Hey there :D

It's been a while already. Fuh fuh. Dusting off cobwebs.  My holiday is getting to its end. Sad? Probably not. Im a bit excited to go back to shah alam again. And guess what, I'm now  officially a part 2 BLS student. Yayy! Hard work sure paid off. Finally the result for my 1st sem is out. Minutes before the official result slip from uitm gets into my email, my heart was jumping like crazy. Nay, probably the were group of musician playing their beats in my heart to be exact. I thought there’s something wrong with my heart, a broken valve and all. Thank Allah I'm still alive though I hardly breathing the second after I clicked to open my mail. It was nerve wrecking.  This probably the 2nd time for me to be so scared of getting my own result.  The first one was during my 1st muet. I survived this time. No wince and whine. 

What people need to know is that, law is not as easy as u think. Don’t mock us just because we fail one or two law subjects. You don’t know how hard it is just to understand and answer the whole jizz of a law paper. I slept for only about 2-3 hours during the exam week. And there were times when I'm not getting even a wink of sleep. Some of my comrades already redha and pasrah.  My concentration was distracted once a while. The bad aura spread like virus. Its hard to maintain my focus during those hard times. I thought I would fail my papers. I did so badly during Law of Tort and Contract. I even left a question unanswered for each respective papers. Which cost me to lose my 20 marks for each paper.  Gladly, I survived. Its beyond my imagination to even get B on those papers but maybe Allah had given me second chance to do better in my next examination.

Oh btw, to a few people out there,

Do not judge us for being swank and conceited. This is a matter of perspective.  Not all law students acted that way. Am I getting too emotional about this? Forgive me If I am. On, and this post is completely in English because of one reason. My English is deteriorating since I have no one to talk to during my two months of holiday. And im pretty much sure that you will find many grammar mistakes in this post.

So yeah, this is all I can share with you. And I promise to keep updating you with a much more fun story in my next post.


Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Tears that run down for happiness, a smile that’s been carved to hide the sadness.

Finally, after a long dinosaur years jumpe jugak dengan my favorite girlfriends dalam dunie ni. though we missing another 2 creatures since they both busy. kelas kau jah, aku dah macam kawan dengan retis. sungguhpun ekyn tu dah macam selalu jumpe but since this was like a reunion meet up after almost 3 years tak jumpe each other.  and you know women, kalau tak bercamwhore macam tak sah la kan. we got to indulged in snapping good pictures sampai tak sedar yang kedai yang pada mulanya lengang macam kat gurun sahara tetibe dah jadi penuh macam kat pavi. ah gitu. 

this is like the hardest picture yg kitorang try tangkap. yang paling elok pon yang ni ajo. yang laen, hampeh. dah macam suruh orang parkinson ambek gambar.
 sorang simpan satu. the sweetest gift that day. a picture paint thousand of words can? for me, its happiness. 
 and azirah sibuk sorang orang tangkap gamba die sepanjang masa. insinyur ni macam nak tukar profession je gamaknya.

 yes, me looking fat in both below and above pictures. im gaining weight right now. more like a hobby actually. so dont ask me why i look fat, i would answer it with a punch.
 le new spectacles. love it! 

 munchy grunchy. 
they look yummy to me :) too much love for them. kalau aku cakap aku sayang dorang depan2 kang ade sekor-sekor muntah darah depan aku.  

It was a good meet up.  Catching up some old stories, gossiping over girly stuff. It was fun.  I had always known that somehow and somewhat, you can never go wrong when u have some good friends.  This was actually a farewell meet up before ekyn go to japan. Omg, my heart aches again. I held back my tears though it killed  me when I saw azirah already broke down In tears as she said goodbye to ekyn. 4 years wont be long. I tried to convince myself. That’s the only way for me to survive :)