Friday, November 25, 2011
INI GAMBAR SEBELUM SEMUA BENDE TERJADI. HATI RASE SEBAK BILE TERIMBAS BALIK KENANGAN PAHIT ITU.
INI GAMBAR YANG PAHIT ITU.
Pak cik kat imigresen ni memang mencabar kesabaran aku sungguh. macam mane bole jadi sampai macam ni sekali? hush. aku rase macam dah cukup elok aku kasi gamba aku kat die. Di up-closed nye gamba tu sampai jadi macam ni sekali. sobs. nanti kalau kastam tahan saya sebab muke tak same siap la. saman pak cik sebab negligent.
diconteng oleh msmoonlightdim waktu 12:42 AM
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
okay, who wants to date me now? jom pegi rumah masuk meminang terus. kite tunang ,after degree terus jabat tangan tok kadi. dont worry about hantaran, read there, i am very good negotiator. hahahahahahahaha. *facepalms*
diconteng oleh msmoonlightdim waktu 7:54 AM
Monday, November 21, 2011
I did not expect life at degree will be hard as it is now. Never. The clueless me happily attending each classes without even a bit of worry on what should I expect to come. The BAMMM! As it nearer with the end of semester, assignments come and get me out of hands. Bundle of test that far from what I could handle. Sigh.
Now, I slowly am losing my spirit of everything. I hate going back to hostel. I skipped classes for no reasons. I dont want to do anything. I get homesick if I stayed out from home for too long. Oh my, what will happen to me if I continued to be like this? And today when I saw the asasian student started attending classes after their holiday, it makes my heart wrenched. I felt slightly bitter. I miss those moments when im was them. Happily enjoying the pre-law. Excited to attend classes just to meet the classmates. Seeing those pretty smiles of my clans. How I miss those times.
Im still learning in adapting to this whole new environment. Clearing my thoughts that full of worries. I guess that worrisome part of me still hasn’t changed. I still timidly worried about everything. Can I succeed in my test tomorrow? What is the correct answer for the test just now? Screwed! I think I explain the answer wrongly!? See? Those questions never left my mind even for a second.
Realizing that degree life is so lifeless, I started to suffer from loneliness. Yucks. But seriously I am. My routines haven’t changed drastically since the first time I entered degree. It revolves around the same things. Wake up, classes, hostel, eat, pray then sleep. I stop going to Sunway which I loved so much during pre-law. I rarely eat outside the campus which I never did before. I spent most of my time with sab, my roommates.
Nevertheless to say, I still survived. Yup, I am. But I really need my social life back. Don’t get me wrong there, what I meant to say is that, I need to have a little bit of a good fun. Just a bit would be enough. See, this is the kind of post that you will get each time I feel like im at the downslide of my life. Sorry readers. When I finish gathering my thoughts and clearing out my worries I will update u with something much more valuable to read.
diconteng oleh msmoonlightdim waktu 2:53 AM
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Im dead worried right now. After one whole week of holiday the suddenly the reality hits me. I haven’t study anything yet. i did finished MLS, but surely I cannot remember all the important points that I have revised since its been 3 days after I finished it.
Baru nak sedar diri bile kau dah sedap tidur tak ingat dunie tiap tiap hari. Bile kau dah sedap misuse streamyx kat rumah kau. Bile dah berbundle Korean shows kau download. Baru nak sedar diri. Haila. Aku tetibe rase nak check inbox. Then suddenly I just noticed Aisyah’s message that told me we have a whole bundle of test the next week after holiday which is two days away.
Oh my, how am I going to finish all the acts and section in contract acts? How am I going to understand all the principle in torts and those landmark cases???? And yet, here I am sitting in front of my lappy updating this blog that has been abandoned. Sorry for the lack of updates. I kept myself busy with things I shouldn’t to.
I promise u my readers, I will start updating this blog with useful and readable entry after I clear myself from all the hassle due to the test. Only that way then I can concentrate on creating a much more fun entry . but for now, I need to clean my room first even though a couch potatoes’ room will never look like normal human room.
diconteng oleh msmoonlightdim waktu 12:28 PM
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Monday, November 7, 2011
"I have no time to deal with your ego cause I can't seem to find a valid and logic reason to do so. Why should I respect a person who can't respect other people? Why should I burden myself to do something that won't give me any benefits? Why should I care? I don't want and I will not.
Why stay when there's no longer love in your heart? Stop being such a hypocrite. I met those fcukers more than enough. I don't wanna know and meet another one. My 'burn book' has no pages left for your picture. I ain't a bitch who keeps complaining life or God or others didn't treat me right but when this shit happened, you should prepare yourself for the aftermath. I have rights to do whatever fcuk I want. Who are you to stop me? Look at yourself first!
What goes around comes around. That's what we called 'karma'. It will get back to you no matter how hard you try to avoid it. Remember, not everyone is bad but don't assume everybody is an angel either. Even an angel can turn to devil, what more a human.
You know what? I had enough. I'm not chicken out running away from problems but if I stay, I might do something worst than anyone could ever imagine."
i found this when i was sorting out all the documents in my lappy. I still cannot recalled where i got this from. reading this and looking back at my life now, i should be grateful and satisfied for everything. EVERY SINGLE THINGS :)
diconteng oleh msmoonlightdim waktu 5:39 AM